This post is going to go one of two ways..
1. I’ll rant on about how shit my life is..
2. I’ll do a mild version of feeling a severe emptiness deep down and not caring about how much I don’t give a fuck about anything.
Because that’s all I do, started as a way of helping people now this blog triggers everyone because of how depressing it is.
No fucking surprise though, so what’s going on A? Are you having a mental breakdown again? You seem angry..
Okay, I am angry.. At myself.
I went into a spiral of disappointment and frustration.
Disappointed at my blog and how it has turned out, frustrated at how I’m literally so sensitive that one thing that is so insignificant could sent my mental health flying.
I hate myself for how I could see a fucking piece of shit on the floor and feel sad about how alone it is.. Like why the fuck are you so sensitive? Stop being like that, you’re literally the piece of shit.
Oh that person wrote a few words and now you’re sad that your friendship is going downhill, like girl get a fucking grip.
I can’t even go a day without feeling like that, I always need constant reassurance that they still like me and don’t hate me.. But then again I think they’re lying.. Honestly good luck to all of my friends.. You are amazing for wanting to put up with all of this.
I can’t even stand myself for most of the time, that’s why I sit down most of the time…….. I know.. I facepalmed too.
I make great jokes.. Not really, they’re pretty atrocious.
Anyway, you’ve had your dose of insanity for today so I’ll go now.
Anonymous blogger, signing out xxx